#210996 - I climbed in and faced her. It's not that bad the bleeding stopped, you feel okay Juju? I looked at her shocked, she hadnt called me JuJu since she was about 2 or 3 when she couldn't say Jude. I remember that day perfectly, I asked mom if I could hold you, I sat on the couch and she put you in my lap, I was only two years old but when you looked into my eyes I felt something, and everyday since then I have felt something, way beyond sibling love, you were my baby, and you still are, I think about you everyday Demi, I think about being with you, marrying you holding you, I want you and I feel guilty about taking your virginity if I hurt you, i apologize I had no intention of doing so she nodded and whipped her tears.